[ Featuring Blessed ]
Sometimes I'm just lost
Following stars to a home I've never been
To and might not even like
Doing shit I wasn't into and
Telling stories through a mic
Breaking hearts along the way on a
Journey just to find mind
Enemies act like friends but jealousy
Is just like fine wine
The longer it exists the stronger it gets
And I'm just waiting on my time
But the waiting room is lonely
When it only seems like their time
So when it's me, myself
And clowns just competing for some air-time
So in the meantime I just lace
These Jeremy Scotts on my feet
Cause it's me against the world
It's getting harder to compete
I mean the god in me wants to
Be a hero for the children
But playing that they're a villain
Is so often more appealing
So I Russian roulette these dreams i might
Survive and it might kill me
After a drive by shooting stars so
Gangsters and dreamers feel me
But the real me's shooting truth in
My system like it's crack
Getting high on self-esteem
These insecurities attack see it hurts
But it's a lesson when your
Boys become your yes-men
When girls wanna use you but it
Feels good just to let them
When the modus of your family got
You questioning your best friend
Yes, these game you play when
You're on varsity are tough
When you're a freshman
