Marry Poppins Video (MV)

Got the double cup as my beverage
Za got me gettin a second plate
She don't want me
I wunt stressin
I got 4 gram carts on the way
But it's f*ck the bitch
Can't pull a trippie
And title a song her name
Cause she not my leray
It's f*ck the bitch
But somewhere in my heart
She still got a special place
Wether it's the bottom of the bottom
Memories I'm tryna replace
Remember when I said can't talk to the bitch
Cause a bitch givin me face
Niggas was intoxicated
Walked outside realizing it wasn't day
Slept through the whole day
I'm tryna creep like a thief in the night
Not leaving a trace
I'm fighting my demons
But damn I need that time chamber
Cause I can't keep up the pace
I genuinely think she wish my shit was laced
Prolly so she don't gotta keep seeing me abuse
And see how dead I look in the face
But I'm sorry ma heart this lifestyle I can't replace
She saying she hate me
Like wait
You the reason why a nigga
Can't even control this pain
But I'm not even gon put all that on you
We both got a couple lose screws
Tryna put em back you say right I say left
But you to stubborn and I'm to stubborn to choose
So while you do you
Smokin or sipping or mixing them like a chemist
Is what I do
Math mad sense
But in this equation 1+1 ain't equal 2
It's just me solo and you dolo
So it's always been f*ck school
Ima just dive in like Mike Phelps in this lean pool
I lied when you asked if I did anything
But ik you knew I was lying
Wishing i was speaking the truth
I been sippin carts and smokin lean
I mean I been hittin carts and sippin lean
The bitches I attract come out of nowhere
But don't want me for me
Cause they see what I'm holding in when I breathe
Can't get enough of the pop wit the syrup
And watching it bleed
It hurt when Kin asked why he can't take a sip
Let him know at a early age to not drink from anyone's cup but his own by any means
She said omg stop I got a man
But still let me in between
She ain't want me to be messy
But still let me leave a scene
I be left alone most of the time lookin at my ceilin
She askin why I got bottles of cough suppressants
When she ain't hear me coughing or sneezing
She already knew the answer
Just wanted to know if I'll say the truth
But I said it was to help with my sleeping
Finished a cup
Disassociate with my body
For a second I thought I was dreaming
Can't find an Alice
So I keep sippin mixin it wit the shrooms
Now my thoughts keep spinnin
And spinnin and spinnin
I keep sayin I'm fine
Being hurt ain't what I'm feelin
I think she was right
When she said I was feinin
But family won't know
Go day by day
On my face I keep smilin
To them they won't know that I'm hiding
How she gon sit here and act like she know me
I pour up take a hit
Watch how quickly you'll get to know me
I sip but It don't feel the same
When I'm by my lonely
Niggas get a high beefing on the net
Like they majored in codein
She said stop using
Telling me it's gon destroy me
It's to late
Like a horny virgin in sum pussy
Nigga mad cause his lil bae
Gave me her goodies
Her next nigga gon be tight
When he realize
She still got my hoodies
I get pay not working a 9-5
So ion know what's a salary
All ik is being healthy smokin broccoli
Shorty let me dive in her passera
Niggas thought they was in Italy
She ain't never been to France
So I got her Givenchy
Demons come back
Smoking ganja my only form of security
She been in the burbs so long
Saying she wanna be in the brick city
I said what you know bout that
She said I bring it up every time I talk bout jersey
She wanna come to Newark hit up 973
F*ck round take her to Brooklyn
Show her the area I stayed at wit my auntie
She already knew what I was gon do wit the sprite
So she said she was cool wit the Hi-C
Eyes red walkin into the family function
I need me sum visine
Bitch been going to the gym
So she wanted me to nut in her mouth
For sum protein
Oh my gah