Mandi Crimmins - Anyone But Me Lyrics

I wish I was different
Someone less intense
With less regret
I wish I had control again
But maybe I never did
Every mistake
Every thought I can't shake
Keeps me awake
Please know I'm tryin'
But somethin's not right inside of me
I'd change me if I could
If I could now
I'd leave me if it would
If it would help
I'd become someone else
I'd change me if I could
If I could be anyone but me
Sick of all the noise
Of self-medicated highs
Bleeding on the inside
And nothing ever changes
Nothing can erase this
Every mistake
Every thought I can't shake
Keeps me awake
Please know I'm tryin'
But somethin's not right inside of me
I'd change me if I could
If I could now
I'd leave me if it would
If it would help
I'd become someone else
I'd change me if I could
If I could be anyone but me
It's too much
It's too much
Wake me when I'm easier to love
Always too much
I'm too much for me
I'd change me if I could
If I could now
I'd leave me if it would
If it would help
I'd become someone else
I'd change me if I could
If I could be anyone but me