No wonder I can't sleep
No time to process living
These melodies
Dance in my dreams
It's hard to wake up
And feel anything
My eyes open wide to this sky
See past the disguises we live by
No one to explain why we die
So ignorant of what this is
For now it's a melody
It branches out and breaks through me
This callous shell of nothing
Out past the pain, a moment of relief
Sing my peace
I'll bleed these notes
The blood it soaks in the earth
Feel the heat
It seeps into me
And shows me what it's worth
I was fool to think that there was only pain
Hid behind nothing and forfeited my name
Now I see beyond it
When death calls my name
I'll go without envy of the living
Until that day I'll breath my best
But the pain keeps me waiting
So I won't wait to live
I'll take all I can get from this
These notes that I give to the earth
Like the faces that make this worth it