Not Enough Video (MV)

I know the fake smiles, yeah they don't last awhile
We're burnin' our bridges feels like walkin' on wire
I'd say that I'm done but that would make me a liar
Cause we'll probably keep on fighting til life expires

I know you're not bothered if I'm dead or alive
I know you're not bothered if I'm dead or alive

I know the fake smiles, yeah they don't last awhile
We're burning our bridges feels like walking on wire
I'd say that I'm done but that would make me a liar
Cause we'll probably keep on fighting til life expires

I remember recess
Swingin on the swing set
Now I'm at the park sittin' lookin' at the sunset upset
Thinkin' about all of my struggles an doubts
Really stuck in my head, just tryna figure shit out

Oh now I'm gettin' cold sweats
Wonder if it's time yet
Smoke a lot of weed so I forget

Hopin' that I forget about
The pain I'm gettin' without
You encouragin' me to do my best

Feelin' really depressed feelins' had to repress
Mad at myself and the world and for no reason
Screamin' in pillow releasin' all of my demons
Cryin' all my tears runny faucet my face leakin'

Know I gotta fix the mindset, but it is a process
Long as I'm workin' know that's progress
Progress that is what it's about
I'm smokin' all of this loud
I'm gonna breathe it all in with my last breath

I remember sittin and thinkin' bout all the visions
My mind was bein' flooded with all of my bad decisions
So much acid in my system the matrix was countin' digits
I was seein' different universe flyin' yes I was trippin'

Tie my life together I'm sewin' the f*ckin' stitches
Got my soul and my spirit trapped in my mind like f*ckin' prison
Got an answer I'm listening cause I'd love to f*ckin' hear it
All this pain in my body and dunno how to f*ckin' heal it god damn it

I know the fake smiles, yeah they don't last awhile
We're burnin' our bridges feels like walkin' on wire
I'd say that I'm done but that would make me a liar
Cause we'll probably keep on fighting til life expires