Pressure Cooker Video (MV)

Last year my mom was suicidal
Australia caught on fire
Whole world stopped
Sickness went viral
I was laughing all alone in my backyard
Bezos made a billion dollars
Affluenza plagued blue-collar
Grab my pillow
Scream and holler
I was crying all alone in my still car
Getting older
Isn't all that it's cracked up to be
Feeling lonely on my own
There's no one to hold me
I'm not even fully grown
But the pressure is on
Half my dreams are just
Imagining things going wrong
I'm imagining things going wrong
Drove 6 hours to the ocean
Had to settle my emotions
Heard the waves crash on an empty beach
The birds wouldn't even look at
My disintegrated ego states
Keep me entertained
Stopped trying to tame my inner child
She's decidedly too wild
Wasn't built for a life so mild
This is not what I desired
This is not the life I prayed for
It's not the life I wanted
But it is the one I got
Getting older
Isn't all that it's cracked up to be
Feeling lonely on my own
There's no one to hold me
I'm not even fully grown
But the pressure is on
Half my dreams are just
Imagining things going wrong
I'm imagining things going wrong
Life's a pressure cooker
I'm overdue for a Saturday
I'll quit my job
Let's go outside
In the yard and just lay
And watch the chem trails at sunset
Listen Honey
I'm too tired to be upset
Dodging getting older
Isn't all that it's cracked up to be
World is lonely
But I've got my two arms
Holding me
I'm embracing change
When the pressure is on
Slow it down
Feel my feelings
Let it go and move on
Oh Let it go and move on
Oh Let it go and move on
Oh Let it go and move on
Oh Let it go and move on
Oh Let it go and move on
Oh Let it go, go, go, go, go, go, go