Bad Hand Video (MV)

If you could only understand
The way these demons take control
Your eyes will be graced
By a world stripped of joy
Every waking second
Searching for the peace I crave
Every night
I push myself closer to the grave
Selfish behavior
Bipolar life
I never asked for this
F*ck this jaded mindset
What does it take for me to smile
To open my eyes
What does it take for me to smile
For me to open my eyes
Realize that the past
Should not dictate my life
Before I lose it all and hit restart
It's the same f*cking movie
It never ends well
How can I have a taste of heaven
When I'm stuck in this maze
It's the same f*cking movie
It never ends well
How can I have a taste of heaven
When I'm stuck in this maze
Turned out to be a waste