MALEO - Mad Lyrics

There is a lesson in there somewhere
I just have to look deep enough
I don't mind it going nowhere
But why does it have to feel so rough
I almost felt like I had it
But nothing seems really good enough
I fell into old habits
I don't really seem good enough
But I am still trying
At least I can say that
But I would be lying
If it wouldn't drive me mad
But I am still trying
At least I can say that
But I would be lying
If it wouldn't drive me mad
Maybe there's something good in here
I doubt I will ever know
I push on against my fears
Cause there's nothing that will make them go
I put myself on a pedestal
That I can't ever reach
Maybe I don't know what I'm able
To still teach myself
But I am still trying
At least I can say that
But I would be lying
If it wouldn't drive me mad
But I am still trying
At least I can say that
But I would be lying
If it wouldn't drive me mad
I keep on fixing
What has been broken before
And each time i fix it
I value it more
But I am still trying
At least I can say that
But I would be lying
If it wouldn't drive me mad