Malcontent - My History Lyrics

I blame myself for my tortured existence
I blame myself for my tortured existence
I blame myself for my tortured existence
I blame myself for my tortured
I blame my mind cause my mind has got a hold of me
I try to find the soul that just won't let me be
Instead of time on my side I find an enemy
And now the shackles I wear it's all my history
It's all my history
It's all my history
It's all my history
It's all my history
It's all my history
It's all my history
It's all my history
I see my life in the limelight of the past
I need it I want it
I know I can't erase the time that's elapsed
I need it I want it
In time in time I see the life inside of me
Realistic lies I put my head at ease
Forgive myself I tried but have no sympathy
And now the shackles I wear it's all my history
It's all my history
It's all my history
It's all my history
It's all my history
It's all my history
It's all my history
It's all my history
I see my life in the limelight of the past
I need it I want it
I know I can't erase the time that's elapsed
I need it I want it
F*cking dick I'll kick your ass you queer ass prick
You goddamn little punk ass whore
I'm tired of trying to kiss your ass
I'll mother f*cking rape your mind
Live in fear of your own kind
And when you quiver like a bitch
It's then that I will break you
I've tried to be in front of me
So hard to see you look at me
We've come so far to tumble down
Pick myself up off the ground
I blame myself for my tortured existence
I blame myself for my tortured existence
Come on
I see my life in the limelight of the past
I need it I want it
I know I can't erase the time that's elapsed
I need it I want it
It's all my history
It's all my history
It's all my history
It's all my history
It's all my history
It's all my history
It's all my history
It's all my history