Make It Out Video (MV)

Cus Lately
I ain't been feeling myself
Don't if it's just a phase
Or maybe I need some help
Going thru the motions
Emotionless
Lately I just been floating
Solitude
Writing
N gorilla glue
Really how I been cooping
Stuck in my brain
See I get lost in my thoughts
Cus Everyday I'm f*cking grinding
My mental paying the cost
All these sacrifices I'm making
Tryna be the f*cking boss
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't worried bout it paying off
But what you can do
Besides give this shit all of you
Through the ups
N downs
The only way is the way thru
N cant nobody save yo ass but self
What you goin do
I ain't no therapist
Nor perfect
This just some shit I'm going thru
Steady fighting battles with doubt
Going toe to toe with depression
I tried to step way from it
Get some time for some decompressing
I got these introverted ways
Sometimes a curse
Sometimes a blessings
N I been doing a lot less praying
Leaning more towards meditation
Unlocking my mind
Feel like I found the book of revelations
Thru concentration
This here my f*cking consecration
Forever dedicated to being real
This ain't no faking
N I ain't scared to admit sometimes a nigga be goin crazy

See I ain't scared
I ain't scared
To admit
I'm f*cked up
Alil bit

See I be trapped in my head
N I'm just tryna make out
These fears
Worrys
N doubts
Im just tryna do without
Im steady fighting these demons
I'm just tryna get em out
These fears
Worrys
N doubts
I'm just tryna do without

Just talked to my brotha Coolie
Life is getting crazy
Turk caught one to the chest
N He gone
They couldn't save em
I came up wit bra
But I ain't young in ages
So that different hit me different
N death don't usually phase me
Since my pops died
Can't tell you last time I cried
But hearing bout my nigga death
That shit brought tears to my eyes
It put it in perspective
That time is but of the essence
Do you what you want
N F*ck them outside opinions
Cus In the end
All you got is yoself at life's exit
If said it once
I said twice
Nigga Don't you forget it
Plan for the future
Make sure you live for the now
N if you love yo homie
Tell that Nigga when he come around

See I ain't scared
I ain't scared
To admit
I'm f*cked up
Alil bit

See I be trapped in my head
N I'm just tryna make out
These fears
Worrys
N doubts
Im just tryna do without
Im steady fighting these demons
I'm just tryna get em out
These fears
Worrys
N doubts
I'm just tryna do without