Malaki - Long Face Lyrics

Don't pity me
Just learn from my Mistakes
Yeah, that's it

Man I'm pissed off
Splitting decisions and listing them as forgiveness
Is the reason why gripping on these twist offs
First off
I am more than one
Forged from the daughters that have had fought for sons
Nick nacking train hopping and a gorgeous gun
Ye that stays hidden most of 'm just ignore the love
That there given no kiddin' I was bored of'm
Till I found the sword to the page hit the lord above
I tried ignoring the pain like a thorn in thumbs
What's the fun?
Wheres the drugs?
Cnd What's the Craic? if the Craic ain't enough
I needa stamp them I'm up
But I've been feeling down
Cus cll I ever needed was my mama and the sound
Really felt like I had neither
Now I'm stuck another dreamer
I was looking for a Mona but she's smiling at Lisa
Just Igniting a feeling I only like in the evenings
For now it's a sprite and the nights ever fleeting
Man I miss a life that I hardly ever see
So tell me
So why the long face?
Cnd Why the long days
I'm caught inside this place
Turning mirrors till I fade

So What's a friend if they never answer
I Try to lend just a little bitta my past life
So you can learn from my wrongs until you see right
I've been looking in a tunnel but I never see light
I read, I write, then i re-write these lines I wait aside just so I can catch it when the ink dries
Just a Flicker of the flame caught it singing in the moonlight
Light, light, light
I could never think of there names so called them just a fools night
F7 to a queens knight
But I never checked mates
Man My best days were sweat stained stages turning pages in my life
Dear god I need a reckoning but can you sort me out tonight
Ye, can you sort me out tonight?
Cus I aint feeling alright
No, no, no, no,

I spilled the tea on my whites just so I can the leave the site
I cut lines on the kites just to keep the twine
I cursed minds with defiance what a hopeless crime
Fine I get it i gotta get outta my mind
C godsons blasphemy ironically timed
See the best in me is bad to see I'd rather be crying
Cus I still feel my past disease shadow the child
Sometimes I sit and ponder if it's better if I -
So why the long face?

I try to see the young in an older man
C boy made of matchsticks
Discarded ashes
I was caught from a limb of my mothers hand
Told them I can't hack it in a room made of plastic
Until I saw a young boy an older man
C heart that's elastic my mind so erratic
I wish they gave a chance to understand
But would swallow his feelings with a drink in hand

I try to see the young in an older man
C boy made of matchsticks
Discarded ashes
I was caught from a limb of my mothers hand
Told them I can't hack it in a room made of plastic
Until I saw a young boy in an older man
C heart that's elastic and a mind so erratic
I wish they gave a chance to understand
But would swallow his feelings with a drink in
You don't understand
You don't understand
You don't understand
You dont understand
Man you don't under-