Why am I like this?
And why do I do it every time?
Make a narrative
That isn't true and lives in my mind
I gaslight myself
Into believing that he
Wants someone else
And I'm just not the one
God, I always feel like the villain
Everytime, everytime
As if I'm the only one who's committing
All these crimes, all these crimes
But we're both just as bad as each other
We both love to hurt one another
I always feel like a villain but I'm not this time
Why do I do it
As if it's some sick game
Play with a guys head
As if I'm not the one to blame
I mess with my head
Until I feel sick
In my stomach
And that's not so fun
God, I always feel like the villain
Everytime, everytime
As if I'm the only one who's committing
All these crimes, all these crimes
But we're both just as bad as each other
We both love to hurt one another
I always feel like a villain but I'm not this time
And I still do it to myself, to myself
Someone help me
Do it to myself, to myself
It's not healthy
Do it to myself, to myself
I can't help it, I can't help it
God, I always feel like the villain
Everytime, everytime
As if I'm the only one who's committing
All these crimes, all these crimes
But we're both just as bad as each other
We both love to hurt one another
I always feel like a villain but I'm not this time
And I still do it to myself, to myself
Someone help me
Do it to myself, to myself
It's not healthy
Do it to myself, to myself
I can't help it
I can't help it
And I still do it to myself, to myself
Someone help me
Do it to myself, to myself
It's not healthy
Do it to myself, to myself
I can't help it
I can't help it