Malachi J. - Less Lyrics

Hurt me once I'll never open up
I ain't good with my emotions yuh
Going through my darkness you ain't bat eye
So closed off and you wonder why
Don't be confused
Stop the confliction
Begging and pleading
But you ain't get the image
Momma tell me got a screw loose
Probably why I'm so confused
Conflicted on the inside
Pray for better days
Soldiers can't cry
I don't wanna live
But I'm scared to die
Stuck in purgatory
It's my on mind

Hate the feeling
Hate the feeling
It's so surreal
Pop another pill
Yeah I'm tired from drinking
Pass another bottle Im tired of thinking

Do having feelings make me less of a man
Tired of emotions dawg pass me a xan

I'm in the f*cking field
You feeling other niggas
Laces in the dirt
I'm Heavy on the trigger
I been squeezing heavy
I been drink heavy
Can't smoke no more
I been fiendin' heavily
Butt of this joke
End seem heavenly
But I've tried to die
Death see me regularly
Stuck in depression
Karma steady flexing
Did I earn it bitch
Do I deserve this shit
What the f*ck I do
Is this getting me back
Was it all an act
It had to be an act

Love lost in my heart
Cuz you f*cked me over
Never f*cking sober
Never f*cking sober

Love lost in my heart
Cuz you f*cked me over
Never f*cking sober
Never f*cking sober

I'm Never f*cking sober
But I'm a f*cking soldier

Gotta Charlie Mike
Continue mission
Give me 5 months you'll know what you missing

Gotta Charlie Mike
Continue mission
Give me 5 months you'll know what you missing

Love lost in my heart
Cuz you f*cked me over
Never f*cking sober
But I'm a f*cking soldier