Maikel Dee - One Year Since You've Been Gone Lyrics

A will that's hard as melted cheese
A brain that's hounted by memories
I fight myself
I swallow down pills and the yearning that's around
Throw up my reality
No one can say how I survived so many days

It's one year since you've been gone
The wounds are still wide opened
It hit me as hard as this song
Baby I am broken
Only mirrors in this place
The truth is what I have to face
It's one year since you've been gone
One year since you've been gone

We'd still be friends that's what you said
But I don't need a friend who isn't there
When I need him so bad

Promised my body to the railroad track
In case that I don't get you back
The heaviness is chained to me

To lose control is my last fear
Oh how I wish you were here
And all was just a dream
It's been so many days
I lost time and space

It's one year since you've been gone
The wounds are still wide opened
It hit me as hard as this song
Baby I am broken
Only mirrors in this place
The truth is what I have to face
It's one year since you've been gone
One year since you've been gone

I dig in the past till I get burried under the night
We got a history that words can't describe
When this is real
Why do I feel so numb inside?

All that remains is an insipid aftertaste
My body's a collection of mukus, shit and waste
I live in a safe place
But I feel the end so near

I fight myself
I swallow down pills and the yearning that's around
Throw up my reality
No one can say how I survived so many days

It's one year since you've been gone
The wounds are still wide opened
It hit me as hard as this song
Baby I am broken
Only mirrors in this place
The truth is what I have to face
It's one year since you've been gone
One year since you've been gone