Maia Harper - Outside the Castle Lyrics

I wanted so much
I didn't even try to understand what I was chasing
Blinkers untouched
I never figured out whatever I was thinking
On my way to the castle I ripped my dress and lost my shoes
To get there and find I wasn't invited what's the use
How impossible it is to try and fit in with you

Cry, yet I did it on purpose
Whispers in my ear, was it ever really worth it
Cry, what was I hoping
Something telling me I'm not where I should be
Cry, yet I did it on purpose
Whispers in my ear, was it ever really worth it
Cry, what was I hoping for

A voiceless name, a pretty castle
That wasn't me, where did I go
I wonder what I'd say to you
I wonder what I'd say to you now
I'm on the other side
I'm on the other side

Other side
Don't know what's wrong or right
Don't wanna be stuck on a ride locked up inside
Head screwed on too tight
Path divides
Can't find my way through the night
Help me turn this darkness to light
Help me find my way
Home
Home

Cry, yet I did it on purpose
Whispers in my ear, was it ever really worth it
Cry, what was I hoping for

A voiceless name, a pretty castle
That wasn't me, where did I go
I wonder what I'd say to you
I wonder what I'd say to you
Now I'm on the other side
I'm on the other side

A voiceless name, a pretty castle
That wasn't me, where did I go
I wonder what I'd say to you
I wonder what I'd say to you now
I found my way outside the castle

On my way to the castle, I ripped my dress and lost my shoes
How impossible it is to try and fit in with you