Better Off Video (MV)

I think about how happy I am quite often
My mascara stays on my eyes
I'm gaining weight, my hands don't shake, but to me it's no surprise
Why the world feels so much lighter
I don't fall asleep thinking about you anymore
I finally have my own life to live
Right next to my coat's where I hung up my habits
I smile and then I forgive
And oh, I'm loving life these days But oh, the cause is so forlorn
My heart doesn't drop when I hear your name
A rose can't grow without thorns
I wish all the time I was my best with you
I could be by your side and it'd make me feel strong
But now I've been on both sides and I know it can't be done
We're not friends, I was a mess And apart's where we belong
I wish I wasn't better off without you
I wish I wasn't better off without you
Oh, how it pleases me to think you notice
All the work I've put into myself
My smile would be burned in your mind
Some twisted revenge I've tried to let go
And I try to be proud but my actions are low
You wanted to stay but I had to go
Oh, I'm loving life these days
But oh, the cause is so forlorn
I'll watch your green light from across the bay
A rose can't grow without thorns
I wish all the time I was my best with you
I could be by your side and it'd make me feel strong
But now I've been on both sides and I know it can't be done
We're not friends, I was a mess And apart's where we belong
I hate I was right, wish I was wrong this time
I miss my best friend, but I always knew
Now the sky's feeling bluer
And the world is looking sweet
And I wish I wasn't better off without you
I wish I wasn't better off without you