Magnificent Kingdom - Flares on the Sun Lyrics

I'm not the best at wasting time
For the last few months!
I've got a rest and meanwhile
There are some flares on the sun!
Just all the plans to beat a record
Have been broken down
I haven't thought for a second
For how long I would run!

It's unlike I want to leave all behind!
It's all right and I just don't mind!

I'm no longer responsible
For irresponsibility
It's moreover not possible
Without a sense of complacency!
It's so strange and ridiculous
That I can hardly understand
It's so extra mysterious
That I won't describe such an event!

It's like some kind of a time bomb!
It might explode even now!
It's quite a moment for a breakdown!
But my insight stops me somehow!

I'm in quest of something
That I can show off with a time
That's my own request but nothing
I can share still awhile
Like some kind of force just holds me
And doesn't let me go!
Someone would say it drops me
If only I could know!