Maggie Cassidy - S.A.D Lyrics

It's getting clinical now
Something about this time of year
Has it poisoned the well
I'm drawing up duds and can't taste reason
I could I talk it all out
Break a barrier down
Diffuse the doubt
It's getting clinical now
It's getting clinical now

Wake up
Crawl on
I'm gutted of reasons
To do myself no harm
The sun is gone
And I fear it has taken
My remaining strength to hold on
Can you imagine
Oh, can you imagine
All of your force and feeling gone
Can you imagine
Oh can you imagine
Demeaning the good
Do I care anymore

The SAD is killing me
The SAD, the SAD is killing me
All the life and all the vigor and the meaning gone
Every single thing that I used to hold dearly lost
The SAD is killing me

This hole in my brain
It feels so familiar
Think I've been through all of this pain
Oh these are the downs
Of this I am certain
Let me recede and concede this now

Open to envy
Compressed by comparison
When you're down you're down

Do I care anymore
Demeaning the good
Lost in the future
I feel nothing
Oh I feel nothing