maesk. - against the grain Lyrics

My life's a ticking time bomb
You play the right song
And all of the wires will spark

Life's short then why it feel long?
I'm trying to right wrongs
While surrounded in dark

Love myself
I've been trying to get to that place
No words said
I would never come out of that place

I don't know what to say anymore
A thousand notes on my phone that's just stored

I wanna get to sleep on time
I been heavy headed got a lotta stress on my mind
Medicating just sleep at all
Plenty people fall
But I can't lose what I used to die for

I don't check the safety
Just vibing lately
The pressure trying to take me
Won't let it change me

Suffer more suffer less, it's all the same
Had no choice still a voice yelling change

My life's a ticking time bomb
You play the right song
And all of the wires will spark

Life's short then why it feel long?
I'm trying to right wrongs
While surrounded in dark

Love myself
I've been trying to get to that place
No words said
I would never come out of that place

I don't know what to say anymore
A thousand notes on my phone that's just stored

She said can you love me for the moment
But it don't mean as much so why's it so important?
You see through my lens, it's so distorted
So why do you want me to against the grain?

Again and again
It's just pain, It's just pain
It's just pain, It's just pain