The Madman of Gadara - My Poison Lyrics

Every day I dream about the first time I laid my eyes on you
Such a magical time to remember before you turned on me
I can't get you out of my head no matter how hard I try to purge you from my thoughts
Even now I can't come to terms that I'm just a memory

I cried for you I bled for you I pledged my life as well
This new life without you I feel is putting me through hell
I just want to open the door that you always stand behind
Even now I want to fight for what God would never design

I showed the world to you
You showed me nothing but devastation and turned me towards your madness
I'd do anything to make it right

You'd never bleed for me
After all the pain and suffering you put me through till the end
I never backed down without a fight

Stuck In My Own Cage
I Can't Set Me Free

Overflowing with emotions from the past
I'm still reeling from the thought that we could never last

Overflowing With Negativity

I already knew you were slipping away
And your actions led you to believe that you could betray

My heart still beats your name
Day after day I still hear your voice
What Should I do you're still holding me back
It feels like letting go is not my choice (to make)

Day after day you did everything you could to just try and push me away
Time after time I wanted to leave but you would always lead me astray

As the years gone by I fell harder and harder I was head over heels
In the end you just left me to die
I was surprised by your final goodbye

The lack of compassion from the start already should have been the first sign to leave
It was too late I was already blind only to find that I was the one being naive

I need you now more than I ever have in my entire life
This loneliness cuts through my heart just like a f*cking knife
You already apologised for the damage that you caused
But I have yet to see you do something to fix all of your flaws

Day after day you did everything you could to just try and push me away
Time after time I wanted to leave but you would always lead me astray

This loneliness won't set me free
This loneliness won't leave me be
An angelic smile with matching horns
You're a like a rose covered with thorns

Every day I've dreamt about the first time I laid my eyes on you
What a magical time to remember before you turned on me
Gotta get you out of my head no matter how hard I wish that you would one day return
So for now I must tell myself you are just a memory