The Madman of Gadara - Bittersweet Memories Lyrics

Nothing but lies from the beginning blinding me from seeing who you are
Motionless in my own sorrow hoping I can get through another day
Is this how it all starts, butterflies and false promises?
I've given up I can't go on this way

I ripped my hair out crying and drinking and feeling I wasn't worth anything
Everything I built from the ground up was shattered by negativity
No matter how much we both tried to get away from everything that wouldn't go our way
It felt like were tied to each other held in captivity

Time changes who we are
Giving pain with no remedy
Thoughts of you still linger
Just bittersweet memories

I can't get you out of my thoughts I feel like it's slowly killing me
Your smile, your scent, the way that you speak it's bothering me and driving me insane
I think I'm addicted to the pain that you've brought through the past couple of years
Again and again I try to move on this feeling is strong, you're worse than cocaine

I've had enough of this
You've done nothing but lie to me
It feels as if I'm cursed
Why won't you let me be?
I'm desperate enough for a lobotomy
It's everyday with you on my mind
I once thought you were so perfect
How could I have been so blind?

Time changes who we are
Giving pain with no remedy
Thoughts of you still linger
Just bittersweet memories

Time changes who we are
Giving pain with no remedy
Thoughts of you still linger
Just bittersweet memories