The Madman of Gadara - A Slave to My Own Heart (Demo) Lyrics

I know I'm a slave to my own heart
Reaching for love that cannot be returned
I stick around not listening to my brain
After all this time I still haven't learned

I watch as you go with tears in my eyes
Not knowing what next to say
False hope continues to cloud my brain
And I do it again the very next day

I hate the way that I think
My life is controlled by my heart
I never should have come back
I knew this was bad from the start

All I want is to love and be loved in return
I feel like God is playing with me
When will I ever learn?
When will I be set free?