Madlena - WTF I Want Lyrics

Drown emotions in TV-shows
Trying to forget to live
Used to dream about my future
Now creeping out if someone mentions it

Can`t really get anything right
But eating myself through the day
Eventhoug I know it makes me fall
Into that whole deeper and deeper

Feel like I`m not made
For a normal life
But society makes me
Despair

I don`t know what the f*ck I want
I`m too young to be done with beeing dumb and broke
This shit makes me wanna cry
Pray about it day and night
Wonder how they learned to live
I don`t know where the hell I belong
Don`t fit in here don`t like anyone
Don`t wanna call this place my home
But I`m too young to be on my own
Wonder how they figured out
Is there a pill for this

Feel the need to show the world
What makes me who I am
But why
Searching for a goal to chase
Afraid not to stand out

I`m angry ´cause we`re treated like children
But expected to behave like adults
Still nobody tells me what I`m supposed to do
Stuck in a sad generation with happy pictures
I am lost

I don`t know what the f*ck I want
I`m too young to be done with beeing dumb and broke
This shit makes me wanna cry
Pray about it day and night
Wonder how they learned to live
I don`t know where the hell I belong
Don`t fit in here don`t like anyone
Don`t wanna call this place my home
But I`m too young to be on my own
Wonder how they figured out
Is there a pill for this

I`d say it`s not about you anymore
But I don`t wanna lie to myself nomore
I know I let you go so I hold back
But you`re still part of all my prayers
I know we both go different way`s
But my heart can`t seem to forget you

I don`t know what the f*ck I want
I`m too young to be done with beeing dumb and broke
This shit makes me wanna cry
Pray about it day and night
Wonder how they learned to live
I don`t know where the hell I belong
Don`t fit in here don`t like anyone
Don`t wanna call this place my home
But I`m too young to be on my own
Wonder how they figured out
I need a pill for this