Madeline Rhodes - Bailing on Your Birthday Lyrics

Didn't pick myself for my own team
Was I taking a stand or was I just being mean
When I weigh the pros and cons
I'm gonna find a way to tell myself
I'm always wrong
When I took advice from everyone who spoke
My sense of self went up in smoke
I'm an insecure
Self unassured
Death of the party sleeping on the dance floor
Self unmade
Waste of space
Calling too late to be bailing on your birthday
It's not always about you
I'm bailing on your birthday
It's always about me
I'm bailing on your birthday
I woke up in an identity crisis
Before I breathe I'm reaching for my vices
A perfect mess
A ball of stress
A little paranoid and a lot depressed
I know I'm meant to practice what I preach
But I'm so scared of nearly everything
I'm an insecure
Self unassured
I'll be the death of the party sleeping on the dance floor
Self unmade
Waste of space
Calling too late to be bailing on my birthday
It's not always about you
I'm bailing on your birthday
It's always about me
One, deux, trois
I'm an insecure
Self unassured
Death of the party sleeping on the dance floor
Self unmade
Waste of space
Calling too late to be bailing on my birthday
It's not always about you
I'm bailing on your birthday
It's always about me
I'm bailing on your birthday