Madeleine Carroll - Joshua Lyrics

Joshua, this must be why
Twenty-somethings spend their nights lost in another's eyes
To quench an emptiness I never knew before
Joshua, this must be what
Has happened to me
Now I am done for

Childhood bliss, I bid farewell
I couldn't see the high of youth until I fell
Though I'm supposed to grow, I've never stood so low
Joshua, I was so young
Until I met you
You'll never know what
You've done

Somewhere deep inside me
You have opened up
Something I can't shut

Innocence, I knew it once
I took one look at you, now all I want is your love
The half that makes me whole, you don't even know you stole
Joshua, I was enough
Until I met you
You'll never know what
You've done

Somewhere deep inside me
You have opened up
Something I can't shut
You stole the light that lets me see myself
Is what I gain from love
Worth what I must give up

It doesn't matter that we have separate hearts
I'll be forever changed long after we break apart
Though I am new to love, I must have gone too far
Joshua, I knew I was
In trouble when you kissed all my scars
But you made new ones