Made Of The Mist - Different Now Lyrics

Told me up front that you were trouble
Guess I can blame myself for thinkin' you lied
And hurtin' my pride
Stop all my senses, drunk off your whiskey lips
I should have quit while I was ahead
Now I'm f*cked up instead

And I know we both said I'm sorry, but I hate seein' you around
It's different now, it's different now
And you pull me into your static, but I wish I could drown you out
I don't know how, it's different now

Played with my heart, so rough and tumble
Messed with my head, now I got PTSD
When you look at me
When you're near me, I'm suffocating
Why am I still wasting all this time
Wanting you to be mine

And I know we both said I'm sorry, but I hate seein' you around
It's different now, it's different now
And you pull me into your static, but I wish I could drown you out
I don't know how, it's different now

Ooh, ooh
Ooh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Please set me free
Please, please set me free

And I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost in you
But I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost in you
And I try to let go, yeah, I put up a fight
But you follow me into my dreams every night
And you said you need space, I said I won't call
But I'm stuck In your orbit, I can't seem to crawl away
I'm lost, and I'm lost, and I'm lost,
I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost
I'm lost, I'm lost in you

And I know we both said I'm sorry, but I hate seein' you around
It's different now, it's different now
And you pull me into your static, but I wish I could drown you out
I just don't know how, it's different now

But I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost in you
I'm so lost, I'm so lost, I'm so lost, I'm still lost in you