Made Of The Mist - Cement Shoes Lyrics

I'm tired of fighting, I'm pretty spent
Sapped of all my passion and strength
But in my desolation, the void has been filled with cement
And I'd come up for air, if I had energy to spare
But I'm so far beneath the surface that
I'll surely drown before I got there

And I think, no I know, the monster within me is quietly taking control
And I'm told, he'll strangle me senseless until I am lifeless and cold
Until I am lifeless and cold

Maybe I'm just so forgiving, because I'm just so f*cked up
Hurt the people closest to me because
Sometimes my best still isn't good enough
And I will suffocate in a lake of my own lies
Seems like I'll never reach the bottom but
I see it approaching and I know I'll be there in due time

And I think, no I know, the monster within me is quietly taking control
And I'm told, he'll strangle me senseless until I am lifeless and cold
No I know, the monster within me is quietly taking control
And I'm told, he'll strangle me senseless until I am lifeless and cold
Until I am lifeless and cold

I, I, I, I'm drowning
I feel like I'm drowning
I, I, I, I'm drowning
I feel like I'm drowning

And I think, no I know, the monster within me is quietly taking control
And I'm told, he'll strangle me senseless until I am lifeless and cold
No I know, the monster within me is quietly taking control
And I'm told, he'll strangle me senseless until I am lifeless and cold
Until I am lifeless and cold