Understanding Forgiveness Video (MV)

I don't know how to feel
I can't decide what's real
So I rest until my eyes meet the sun
What will tomorrow bring
Another chance to sing
A wordless chorus to a crowd of none
These words have no thought
These battles that I've fought
Someone should wake me up once again
So I can carry on
Even though I'm too far gone
And I ruin every chance I have to mend

I pause to see the damage done
Is this what I've become?

I want to give you all something better
We just need to hold on
Please give me another chance
Forgive me

I see the faults from back then
And what I did to my friends
Beneath the surface, I am full of regret
I'm coming clean with mistakes
My hands are starting to shake
My biggest fault is that I cannot forget
I see the consequence
And now it's making sense
Someone should make sure I'm good to go
But if there's one thing I've learned
From all the love I've burned
It's that failure is an all-time low

I pause to see the damage done
Is this what I've become?

I want to give you all something better
We just need to hold on
Please give me another chance
Forgive me

I want to give you all something better
We just need to hold on
Please give me another chance
Forgive me