This can't be what life was meant to be
All this stress depressing me
Pressure on my chest
And now I jus can't breath
My anxiety has got tha best of me
Annie tells me not to eat
So I go to bed
But now I jus can't sleep
I wish that I could see what's next for me
Is this life my destiny
Or will it be the death of me
I guess we'll see what's left of me
Don't ask me if I'm o.k mentally
Cuz I don't know the remedy
But Truthfully, I jus wanna Rest In Peace
I remember summertime in the old hood
Riding bikes round till the sun down
Now all these clowns wanna run they mouth
Like they run tha town
I wonder how
Miss the old days things ain't the same
Now u see my face but you lookin' thru me
Why everybody think they in a movie
Motherf*ckers always acting boojie
Had to move away, then moved again
Far away, started losing friends
It's was hard to take being all alone
Out of all these places couldn't call it home
So I kept it strong like I'm made of stone
Always came with some kinda tone
Told all these lames don't call my phone
Now I know I was wrong
Cuz I stay alone
Afraid to say what's wrong
These thoughts inside my head got me questioning which way to go
And I just don't know
My sparks out, the fun is gone
It's dark now guess the sun is gone
I blank out staring at my phone
The lights on but no one is home
I know that we all tryna make it thru
Life is a bitch made for breaking you
Mighta made some mistakes caused pain for you
Tryna see Sun rays through the shade they threw
If you say that I changed then same to you
Rather have no friends than a fake ass crew
I pretend it's the end and I wish that's true
But I got more things to do
This can't be what life was meant to be
All this stress depressing me
Pressure on my chest
And now I jus can't breath
My anxiety has got tha best of me
Annie tells me not to eat
So I go to bed
But now I jus can't sleep
I wish that I could see what's next for me
Is this life my destiny
Or will it be the death of me
I guess we'll see what's left of me
Don't ask me if I'm o.k mentally
Cuz I don't know the remedy
But Truthfully, I jus wanna Rest In Peace