Machines with Human Skin - Submerged Lyrics

I'm in a war
With my own skin
Just like this feeling
I'm drowning in
I've lost track of the years
I wasted on you
Stuck in the wrong life
Nothing I could do
Your voice in my head echoing my doubts
Just when I thought I had it all figured out

I tried to push it away
I tried to crush it back down
Climbed up all over again
Just to hit the ground
I tried to keep it all locked away inside
Starting over again
To get it right this time
I'm lost again
In my own past
The pieces that I thought
Would always last
When I look back
I always see your face
I wish I could
Get out of this place
The emptiness is all around
I try to scream but I can't make a sound

The further I go the harder it gets
The fear of the future trumps the fear of regret
Push the needle in to become my true self
Wishing it would turn me into someone else