Machines with Human Skin - Gone Lyrics

Now that you're gone for good
I wish I'd stayed the f*ck away
Even in death
You've got me under your spell
And if only I could
I'd finally make you pay
For the times you made my life
A living hell
What's left of me
Now that it's finally over
You're cold in the ground
And maybe now I can thrive
I could be free
Of this weight on my shoulders
But survivor's guilt
Will eat me alive

You will never know the truth
I lost myself by loving you
I wished you dead almost every night
How long did I live a lie?

Everyone else thought you were so great
All that I feel is my hate

You kept me in a cage
Your sick little world
Was all that I knew
Silenced for years
By my guilt and rage
How much of me
Was made up of you?
You told me you loved me
And that no one else would
My life shrank to nothing
And turned poisoned and black
You'd yell and I'd cry
Invisible and misunderstood
Now that I'm stronger
It's time for me to fight back
Fight back!

I wait for the day I can start again
Try to find a way to hold on again
You'll never get to see
What you really did to me