Mac X3R0 - Insomnia Lyrics

I didnt know that I could feel this cold
I'm surrounded by the lights but I'm all alone
Is anybody really there, am I just seein ghosts
You always drift away again when I need you most
I couldn't tell you how I been cause I don't even know
You were my tourniquette so I could feel you letting go
You were the sweetest dream I ever dreamt to help me cope
With this insomnia, all I want is a heavy dose of you
Cuz when it's dark inside my room
Your the light that's bleeding through
The only thing I know to be true
I never would've thought that I would lose

Never thought that I would lose you
How stupid of me to think that I knew you
Supernatural thought I could see through you
But now I see that it's impossible to do
Forget what I said, remember the promise
It's harder without you if I'm bein honest
Fakin a smile so it isn't obvious
Took me awhile to figure out what the problem is
Say somethin stupid, your hurting again
I can't believe we'd be better as friends
I can't quit askin if this is how it ends
How foolish of me to think I could mend
A heart for you that wasn't worth fixin
I tried for you, but you cannot be saved
Said I'd die for you, but you didn't listen
I fought for you, how easily replaced I am
Ye i really thought I was the man
To walk down the isle, put a ring on your hand
Buy a nice house and start on a fam
But even now I'd do it again
Just forget it, aint that what you said bitch
I wonder if maybe now you'll regret it
Now that you can see where I am headin
Just remember though you decided to end it

I didnt know that I could feel this cold
I'm surrounded by the lights but I'm all alone
Is anybody really there, am I just seein ghosts
You always drift away again when I need you most
I couldn't tell you how I been cause I don't even know
You were my tourniquette so I could feel you letting go
You were the sweetest dream I ever dreamt to help me cope
With this insomnia, all I want is a heavy dose of you
Cuz when it's dark inside my room
Your the light that's bleeding through
The only thing I know to be true
I never would've thought that I would lose