Maaurs - Falling Apart Lyrics

I apologize
I know you distant, see the pain all in your eyes
I know you wishing I ain't like them other guys like
He in his lane, it ain't no games, ain't no surprise

You kept it real with me, I kept it in disguise
I wasn't ready, I just had too much to hide like
Like f*ck her mental, I'm just thinking about her thighs and
I had a ego that I had to minimize see

I came from nothing so it's nothing I revise
I seen the low in life, I never seen the highs and
I'm from the ville where ain't no chill or compromise so
When I seen you it ain't seem true I had a prize

Took you for granted, I'm so tired of the cries
We came too far to ever think of cutting ties
I had to take this heart of mine and up a size and
All you can do is keep it true, I wonder why, why

(All you can do is keep it true, I wonder why, why)
(All you can do is keep it true, I wonder why, why)

But a nigga just gone be a nigga
That's the type of mentality that had me thinking bigger
Bigger asses, pretty faces and a different figure
In other words, babygirl I ain't f*cking with you

Kind of funny cause you held me down whenever I couldn't keep it together
Money bought me the bitches, bitches bought me the pleasure
Stayed down regardless, happy I'm doing better
All the storms I caused, you came with me through the weather

Even though you was hurting, you acted like you was fine
Put me first every time, I put it every line
I was doing you wrong, you didn't pay it no mind
Treating me like I'm good, like I'm innocent to the crime

What's a nigga to do, how am I supposed to act
F*cking with other bitches, stabbing you in the back
Saying that I was focused, never was I on track

(I was saying that I was focused, never was I on track)
(I was saying that I was focused, never was I on track)

You my motivation
God's gift and God's best creation
You gave me love without limitations
You kept me focus and I left you waiting

Waiting for better
Looking for change
Waiting forever
But shit just looking the same

Waiting for better
Waiting for change
Waiting forever
But shit just looking the same