M3 - Expect That Lyrics

I expect more than this from me
I stack too much on myself to be
Thinking about the shit I can't help that lies on top of me
And to the ones who rely on me
I won't be here for infinity
Thanks for believing in me
And defending me friending me
You don't know what the f*ck that means to me
Cause a friend to me is like a family
That I never had that I always need
I get trapped in my on head
Wrapped in my bullshit
That last rap I did was it even worth it
They wanna hear me spit
Want me to talk my shit
Instead of speaking on some real shit
I'm thinking who's gonna listen to this
I'm like F*ck it
You either hate it or love it bitch
I ain't gotta force ya to hear me out
Just know I had to fork this shit out
Cause I didn't know how to ditch it out
My mouth couldn't tell my brain how
To explain the amounts Of pain I've gained without Spazzing the f*ck out

If you don't respect that
Then I'd expect that
I'm prone to bust back
Condone with all tracks
I won't get off task
But know I won't ask
For help that'd be last
Alone like OutKast
Till I breakout cause I don't breakdown
But I'll have a f*ckin meltdown
If I can't express how I want fans to react and be wowed
After I devour sounds
Acting like an outlet
So plugged in I cause an outage
Surging power you better not doubt it
Shittin on you bitches like outhouse's
Sitting in a nuthouse
Trying figure out how to write this out
I got a lot shit piled
But I'll make sure long as I'm around
It won't take awhile to put an album out or a song for now