Where I Go Video (MV)

Falling under fighting rain & thunder
Pouring down on the life that i knew
Crashing, burning while the world keeps turning
Look away, shield my lies from the truth

This is where I go when i'm feelin low
No one else can know, how i'm feelin tho
Cause I feel alone & I feel at home
When I turn this music up till the speakers blown
I just zone in, its my moment
So perfect so I own it
I free my mind in between these lines
Givin reasons why and im feelin fine
No im not next, no im not depressed
I just got a lot of stress to get up off my chest
No im not next, no im not depressed
I just got a lot of shit to get up off my chest
I do this all from home, I do this out my bedroom
I dont mean to prove you wrong when i stand up here to lecture
Face this microphone lookin forward to something better
Every morning i wake up in this basement wearing sweatshirts

Falling under fighting rain & thunder
Pouring down on the life that i knew
Crashing, burning while the world keeps turning
Look away, shield my lies from the truth

Wake up in the morning like there's gotta be more to this
On my way to work thinkin
Why am I doin this?
Watchin the rain as it falls and hits my windsheild
Drivin thru the motions while i'm dwelling on my issues
This pain that i'm feelin is insane I dont feel good
Yellin f*ck the world I dont really wanna be here
My reason for livin never gets any clearer
& I dont like the person look at me in the mirror
How you gonna judge when you no you've felt the same?
I say what I wanna say, that ain't never gonna change
Everyday goin through the growin pains
Tryna build my f*ckin name
Stayin in my lane & they try to box me in
So I try an try again, & again an again
But I can never f*ckin win
So I go back in my head again, feelin like i'm dead again
Let the demons in & then watch everything

Falling under fighting rain & thunder
Pouring down on the life that i knew
Crashing, burning while the world keeps turning
Look away, shield my lies from the truth

I just got stuck in my head an passed my exit
I been goin through a lot & cant accept things
Maybe this is next for me, maybe its my destiny
Maybe ill just chase it till the motha f*ckin death of me
Ahh
Dont ever expect from me, anything less then you've ever seen
Anything is possible when you chase it like I chase a dream
Givin everything is everything and I give everything
I need this, its just the way i'm wired
I'll sleep when i'm retired, i'm feelin sick an tired
Of bein sick an tired all the time ill be honest
Times are gettin harder but im climbing out the darkness
Cause now I got a place I can talk em off my conscious
You don't have to read my mind to no what I think
If you feel the way I feel then you no whats at stake
I can be your escape, yea I write my mistakes
To distract me from the pain & for you i do the same
When where

Falling under fighting rain & thunder
Pouring down on the life that i knew
Crashing, burning while the world keeps turning
Look away, shield my lies from the truth