Lyric - Fallen Angel Lyrics

I try to do it all on my say so
But shawty always reaching for my halo
Don't want to be seen with me if the pay's low
Head'll explode, 'bout to drop the payload
I try to do it all on my say so
But shawty always reaching for my halo
Don't want to be seen with me if the pay's low
Head'll explode, 'bout to drop the payload
Tried to get my commas up like an apostrophe
Imposter, not who I'm supposed to be
Morally, got to revert to good company
Functionally, failing, the ship been sailing
Awfully, ironic, feeling spreads bubonic
Drop the ball, I got it
I don't need a shotty
Confidence is shotty
Butterflies in my stomach been rotting
Can't escape from shawty
And I- I- I-
I try to do it all on my say so
But shawty always reaching for my halo
Don't want to be seen with me if the pay's low
Head'll explode, 'bout to drop the payload
I try to do it all on my say so
But shawty always reaching for my halo
Don't want to be seen with me if the pay's low
Head'll explode, 'bout to drop the payload
Married to the money but things ain't working
The hurt's jerking, I got urges to make others feel just as worthless
There's these times where my eyes ain't my own
So they hone in on hate, berate those who ain't hurt me so I'm
Searching for a way to make my words make sense
But instead I fake out and I make paychecks
The next step is dealing with the stares
The mirrors look back in despair as if I can control this whole mess
But who am I kidding? Who am I blaming?
The placebo effect got me thinking that I am crazy
And that don't phase me, I've been doing great lately
At least I thought until I saw the devil came to saint me
I ain't the same me, that unconditional-love giving baby my momma been raising
Or maybe it's a different drum but the same beat
That'd be the best outcome but oh please
Look at me vain, trained, stank-faced
Hate maintaining pain in the neck
I was all 'gainst the grain, bring change, make a name onstage
Now look at things say I ain't just like the rest, ay
I try to do it all on my say so
But shawty always reaching for my halo
Don't want to be seen with me if the pay's low
Head'll explode, 'bout to drop the payload
I try to do it all on my say so
But shawty always reaching for my halo
Don't want to be seen with me if the pay's low
Head'll explode, 'bout to drop the payload