Lynell - No Going Back Lyrics

Gave all I've got in this music to rise up to the top
This right here my dream and I pray to God, hoping I dont flop
Staying relevant in this element
Let us settle in for the betterment of this hell I'm in
Hell has got me these chains are locked
Create my image, imagine me something that I'm not
This life is a delusion dilusional with every single thought
With every lie that's bought, and every life that's caught
The price of fame, I was willing to die just for the spot
Cut In my veins, and I'm bleeding hip hop with every drop
I'm so addicted snatch every single free second that I got
This life's so unforgiving if you ain't careful enough to spot
That moment that your dreams are taking over your love for God
And where your daily decisions and when your flesh depict the picture seeming perfect
There's no relationship, just religion
Daily intentions wasn't me living for the God I mentioned in my lyrics
Left me depressed and empty in my spirit

I didn't want to go there, Didn't want to stay there, What have I done
I made a mistake and now it's too late
Cuz this time you're gone
I ripped off every color
And it faded duller until it faded to black
Felt the distance grow until there was no going back

Nights r restless I struggle and battle with depression
It's so frustrating I've been so patient but still no blessing
Looking for answers Cuz all I got are so many questions
I try to pray but my prayers feel like some empty gestures
I buckle under pressure
Cuz I was under pressure
Rise and fall from the calling that I was saying yes to
Never thought this ministry business that I would fall to independently put myself
Above the dream of God I'm representing.
Can't lie and I can't pretend it
This way I'm living isn't in Him
I am so empty without the Holy Spirit
And I admit it
That forbidden fruit of pride I bit it
Even ate the seeds
Now I'm reaping the consequences with it
Why try to gain the world and ignore the King
If it'll cost my soul, I call that dirty dreams
My God forgive me for trading you for these worldly things
When all I need is You inside of me

I didn't want to go there, Didn't want to stay there, What have I done
I made a mistake and now it's too late
Cuz this time you're gone
I ripped off every color
And it faded duller until it faded to black
Felt the distance grow until there was no going back

Create in me, a clean heart
Renew my life, a better start
My dirty ways have fade to black
I've turned away, no going back
Create in me, a clean heart
Renew my life, a better start
My dirty ways have fade to black
I've turned away, no going back

I didn't want to go there, Didn't want to stay there, What have I done
I made a mistake and now it's too late
Cuz this time you're gone
I ripped off every color
And it faded duller until it faded to black
Felt the distance grow until there was no going back

I didn't want to go there, Didn't want to stay there, What have I done
I made a mistake and now it's too late
Cuz this time you're gone
I ripped off every color
And it faded duller until it faded to black
Felt the distance grow until there was no going back