Lyncx - Reality Lyrics

Can I pass the time faster than the time passes me
Do I have to find a pastor just to die alone in peace
Can I laugh and have the laughter happen all out naturally
Because my past is an after it is my reality

And it's like I am a statue stuck in place my legs are sore
I watched my peers surpass me I don't know what I'm fighting for
I lost because I had to build a light inside my core
I could always lose a battle but you know I'll win this war
I tore a page right out my chapter just to end it faster
Just pretend it never mattered step by step I climbed a ladder
Just to fall another six feet lower than I was before the
Demons took control and made me even colder getting closer
To a purpose and that purpose happened through a lot of hurting
Happened because of all the burdens yeah I've grown pretty numb
But I've gain a sense of learning because it's all about the journey
Not the ending not the earnings in the end our graves aren't turning
But our names can live on burning on forever always lurking
And we call that legacy yeah we call that destiny
Yeah and anyone who stands against us is considered an enemy
I know I got a lot of those and they're all dead to me yeah

Can I pass the time faster than the time passes me
Do I have to find a pastor just to die alone in peace
Can I laugh and have the laughter happen all out naturally
Because my past is an after it is my reality

You all look at me like I'm crazy like I'm losing all my mind
You don't know the pain the struggle what goes on in the inside
It ain't my job to prove myself you need to leave me be and find
What you need in your own life and leave me be to grieve in mine
It's the only thing keeping me going and it's some sort of sign
This is something more than fun and what I do in my free time
And I'm hoping if I focus and I'm keeping on that grind
Yeah I know I can do it when I put the mind to it and I get off my ass and try
I'm planning on my rise you're all plotting on my fall
Preparing for the time to make a lane so f*ck them all
You're all wanting me to die I want my grave standing tall
There's not a lot of time left for me to wait and stall
Because the world's still spinning around and around
Even when I end up dead down underground
Said the world's still spinning around and around
Even when I end up dead down underground yeah

Can I pass the time faster than the time passes me
Do I have to find a pastor just to die alone in peace
Can I laugh and have the laughter happen all out naturally
Because my past is an after it is my reality

Mistakes I will make can stay many days
But from those I will learn
Not scared to get hurt prepared for the worst
Someday someone will turn
Some ways it's gonna burn
And maybe leave some scars
Amazing how it's hard
To face it when it's far
It's fading in the dark
Can't say I see the stars
But they're there in the air
In the sky I just stare
I'm not following or wallowing I got a lot to share

I can pass the time faster than the time passes me
I don't have to find a pastor just to die alone in peace
I can laugh and have the laughter happen all out naturally
Now my past is an after not reality
I can pass the time faster than the time passes me
I don't have to find a pastor just to die alone in peace
I can laugh and have the laughter happen all out naturally
Now my past is an after not reality