Ya you don't want this lifestyle
I ain't been happy in a long while
Don't know the last time I shed a smile
Couldn't walk in my shoes for a damn mile
Ya
Been drunk or high like every damn day
Is this the way I am or am I just in a phase?
In love with the rush
In love with the pain
Ima smoke until i die, fall down in the rain uh
Hate the way that I feel sometimes
Hate the thoughts that cross my mind
Look at my soul, I'm dead inside
Uh uh
Everything she said was a goddamn lie
Woke up to a cry in the dead of the night
I'm just glad you didn't see me on those times
Couple days ago I woke up feeling blessed
Couple hours go by, oh my god I'm a mess
Thought I was gonna die from this pain in my chest
All the drugs i ingest
All the pain I confess
You ain't reach out to me one time and ya it's probably for the best
I took a turn for the worst
You probably still sleeping in my shirt
Growing up I never know how much love could really hurt
Ya you don't want this lifestyle
I ain't been happy in a long while
Don't know the last time I shed a smile
Couldn't walk in my shoes for a damn mile
Ya
Been drunk or high like every damn day
Is this the way I am or am I just in a phase?
In love with the rush
In love with the pain
Ima smoke until i die, fall down in the rain uh
Hate the way that I feel sometimes
Hate the thoughts that cross my mind
Look at my soul, I'm dead inside
Uh uh
Everything she said was a goddamn lie
Woke up to a cry in the dead of the night
I'm just glad you didn't see me on those times
Couple days ago I woke up feeling blessed
Couple hours go by, oh my god I'm a mess
Thought I was gonna die from this pain in my chest
All the drugs i ingest
All the pain I confess
You ain't reach out to me one time and ya it's probably for the best
I took a turn for the worst
You probably still sleeping in my shirt
Growing up I never know how much love could really hurt