Lvke G - Abandoned (feat. Isaac Fain) Lyrics

I can't begin to comprehend why I got these problems
And then I thought that you could help me cuz I couldn't solve em
My hearts been broken feelings seasons cuz there always fallin
I thought you loved me then I found out you were stallin
I ask you why you don't got feelings you say you don't know
I swear your like depression cuz you always come and go
You left me freezing hearts more colder than the f*cking snow
You mess me up worse than the blunts I choose to puff and blow
I thought you loved me then you showed me you were always fakin
It's funny how the ones you love are the ones that are playing
You told me that you never loved me and you left me shakin
I have these convos with my self my conscience keeps on hatin
I keep on goin my body's floating it's on reloadin
My pain is showin it's no emotion need ibuprofen
I feel awoken my brain is tripping no omnipotent
So many things I try to say but there just left unspoken
You never said that you don't like me you just said it ain't the same
And then I hade to try move on you just made me go insane
And I've been trippin off the memories there getting to my brain
I swear you broke me you don't know me I'm just stayin in my lane
But now I'm glad I saw the side of you I never knew
It's no surprise but at the same time I had no clue
And then you went and cheated on me what was I to do
Just f*ck my self up and say that I've forgiven you