LV - Light on the Wall Lyrics

I don't watch the show babe
I just watch the light on the wall
Yeah I know babe
That it's gonna burn for a while
F*cking always
It's forever or it's nothing

We get home late
I stay in the car for the rain
Window's open
The irony's not lost on me babe
F*cking lonely
It's forever till it's gone now gone oh no

I eat everyone's opinions like it's food for my thoughts
And I'm so f*cking self destructive that I tick like a bomb
Think it's better if you don't know what I'm thinking at all
If I'm thinking at all

I get all my brash opinions from my brother and pop
And the rest I get from Twitter or the girl down the hall
On international affairs or how to dress for the job
Or what it means to be a cancer or why Trump is our fault
Or that the universe is 90 billion light years across
And I can't even muster half the motivation to start
Racing, writing, walking, waking, willing myself off of my cross
Cause there's a fog in both my eyes and a perennial dark
But after everything the biggest tragedy of them all
Is I'm just scared that all this makes me a fraud