Today I worked on letting go of illusions I have made
To stop believin you and I could've ended differently
I wrote my feels out, inhale exhale, drown reliving it
But, I did it on purpose, a reminder I still swim
And I know I'm supposed to take it
One step at a time
But my head made a million miles
Well I'm not there yet
The place where've I've let you go
I'll be the first to admit it
My mind won't quit
I gotta work on it I know
But I am closer
Than I've ever been before
I'm in the distance running
And there's beauty in becoming
And It's really starting to show
If droplets form
Lilac clouds
I'll get my tears
To do the same somehow
Tonight I try and let myself reflect on the day
But the emptiness of the ceiling brings your name to me
Our story plays, inhale exhale, I watch you float away
But the light shines different
When I drift at my own pace
And I know I'm supposed to take it
One step at a time
But my head made a million miles
Well I'm not there yet
The place where've I've let you go
I'll be the first to admit it
My mind won't quit
I gotta work on it I know
But I am closer
Than I've ever been before
I'm in the distance running
And there's beauty in becoming
And It's really starting to show
If droplets form
Lilac clouds
I'll get my tears
To do the same somehow
Damn I really miss you when I gotta walk home alone
But the stars and the skies keep me company while I go
Damn I really miss you when I gotta walk home alone
But the stars and the skies keep me company while I go
And I know I'm supposed to take it
One step at a time
But my head made a million miles
Well I'm not there yet
The place where've I've let you go
I'll be the first to admit it
My mind won't quit
I gotta work on it I know
But I am closer
Than I've ever been before
I'm in the distance running
And there's beauty in becoming
And It's really starting to show
If droplets form
Lilac clouds
I'll get my tears
To do the same somehow