MIA Video (MV)

MIA
Am I hating on you?
Remember I used to know you
The only one I would let know 'bout what I was going through
Then one day you was different, like who you let clone you?
Knew I couldn't trust no one and you reassured it
Love is a drug and I was overdosing
You was my oasis, good for my coping
Used to be closer back when we was open
Anyone try one of us, we ain't going
Was understood, got no need to be spoken
How an unbreakable bond end up broken?
I hate when shit is not in my control
Ain't a damn thing I could do but move on
Thinking to myself, like "it's still not over"
Tryna fall back asleep to my dream, but I woke up
I kept it straight with you, flat, but you folded
So much shit on my mind, that my brain got a odor
If I told my old self that we broke up, he'll probably tell me that he want what I'm smoking
If I told my old self that you went MIA, he would say that's enough with the jokes
It don't matter to me, not at all
What you on ain't gon' stop me from balling
99 problems, and none of them small
I got enough of my own going on
On
The show gotta go on, the camera still rolling
I'm the composer
I confiscate your role at any moment
Don't think I missed you when you went missing
'Cause I didn't give a f*ck for real, I wasn't really tripping
Can't tell who my opp for real, all them slime me different
Now we far, we distant
It's awry, but that's alright, 'cause you don't listen
Ain't it kinda crazy how that go?
Ever since your beam stopped shining on me, my heart became cold
My mind is now focused
I think I like being lonely
'Cause nobody know me
Not like how I know me
They aim for my head not my heart, never mind my emotion
Every life need a goal
Every knife need somebody to hold it
And something to go through
I guess it chose you
Sometimes I wonder, since you was younger back then, if that's the old you
My third eye see everything, it don't blink anymore
You don't know everything just because you don't think anymore
F*ck a hoe, I don't follow
You was playing yourself, that's a bravo
One-woman show, how you pulled off them roles
That shit do deserve a Golden Globe or a Oscar
I was down two, one free throw left, I almost made her my Mrs.
I admit, sometimes I gotta think first if a chick worth risking my shot percentage
All this love shit really for the birds
When they chirp, you better stay alert
The hers who love hurting, they usually hurt
She told me the one before me was the worst
I got the worst f*cking luck, I'm cursed
Still kept it 100, know I ain't perfect
I told bro about her, think he said it best
Just f*ck her, say "f*ck her", then go f*ck her friends
Don't think I missed you when you went missing
'Cause I didn't give a f*ck for real, I wasn't really tripping
Can't tell who my opp for real, all them slime me different
Now we far, we distant
It's awry, but that's alright, 'cause we been drifting
Had to get my head up out it
Had to forget all about it
Now it's all in my aim
Knives all in my back
Last night, you was all in my memory
Maybe it's in my head
I feel like Amber, I shouldn't have bet
If life was a game, my team shitting the bed
If life was a game, guess I had my fun then
You treat life like a game, how you play with your friends
Mercy Rule, at a point, yeah, that shit gotta end
She MIA now or she got a man
She MIA now or she got a man
She MIA now or she got a man
She MIA now or she got a man
Watching my show from afar, she a fan
Watching my shoulder, might see you again
You sure is official, you so different
Your soul was like gold, but you sold it for rent
Now sit there in silence
Let you know something
I let you go
Let you go
I let you go
I let you go
Before I let you go
That way that you go
You'll need that weight that you hold
She like "right back at you, hoe"
After what I gave, no way that I could owe
She MIA now or she got a man
She MIA now or she got a man
She MIA now or she got a man
She MIA now or she got a man
If it's both, he better have that heat on him then
She got some shit I know she won't admit
She got problems, I think she need a fix
Middle finger up, I need a fifth
Finger down to make a fist