I kept it all inside
These walls were all confined
My mind my mind my life
My heart my fight
Long nights long
Water washes me
Water washes me
Water washes me
Another blessing buried in philosophy
I'm digesting autonomy through circles of monotony
Another game another monopoly that you hold on me
Emotionally a puppet
I know you told me not to rush it but
I need a promise not a probably
Honesty ain't found commonly
And I see no sincerity when you carelessly apologize
So I say this solemnly
With no strings I bind
Please remind I'm
Gone
I won't be your gateway
Friends and family save face
It's the same thing it's a replay
I took a freeze frame and I studied
So when you see me I'm not your buddy
I don't need need oh please please I won't miss it
I know He lead me and like SeatGeek got the ticket
Out of here
Out of pain
Out of rain
Out of fear
No more left
I'm not less then because I chose me
No white flag
No false peace
I kept it all inside
These walls were all confined
My mind my mind my life
My heart my fight
Long nights long