I need to learn the skills to keep my thoughts in line
My psychiatrist telling me only than I can be fine
Years and years of isolation, they went down the line
For the darkest secrets in my mind, I built a shrine
Self-destruction can be done in so many different ways
How can you see the truth I hide and think it's a phase
Paying someone to listen to you can make your soul cry
All I hear is "normal" people don't need a doctor to try
Regret all over all my once innocent thoughts
The laughter of lost years, look at what it has brought
Tears of my darkest nights some days, oh, all come to hunt
All these people telling me it's all just a dumb stunt
So, look into the mirror of my soul
There's just a deep, deep black hole
That is the mirror of my soul
So, look into the mirror of my soul
There's just a deep, deep black hole
That is the mirror of my soul
I wrote so many explanations on why I do what I do
Maybe my psychiatrist will read it and get a clue
I keep playing with myself just a f*cking losing game
Will I ever be able to get rid of this evil pain?
Emotional distress on three-hundred-sixty days a year
Countless times on the ward will not get rid of all my fear
A sinking ship, its passengers will surely drown
People telling me to be normal and don't act like a clown
Regret all over all my once innocent thoughts
The laughter of lost years, look at what it has brought
Tears of my darkest nights some days, oh, all come to hunt
All these people telling me it's all just a dumb stunt
So, look into the mirror of my soul
There's just a deep, deep black hole
That is the mirror of my soul
So, look into the mirror of my soul
There's just a deep, deep black hole
That is the mirror of my soul
So, look into the mirror of my soul
There's just a deep, deep black hole
That is the mirror of my soul
So, look into the mirror of my soul
There's just a deep, deep black hole
(There's just a deep, deep black hole)
That is the mirror of my soul
So, look into the mirror of my soul
There's just a deep, deep black hole
(There's just a deep, deep black hole
Just a deep, deep, deep black black hole)
That is the mirror of my soul
So, look into the mirror of my soul
There's just a deep, deep black hole
That is the mirror of my soul
(A black, black, black, black hole)
Broken pieces that once was so whole
That's the shattered mirror of my soul
But once there was an innocent soul