Luh Cjay - Hold Me Down Lyrics

I was posted on the block with my bro's
The only thing we know is to let the pain go
Going through the motions was the only way to grow
We have to fight to win no we can not do it alone
I don't know what it's gonna take just to hold me down
Got all this pain in me really got me screaming loud
I really miss my pops yea I really need him now
The day I make it big is the day I make him proud
Everyone asking me what I really wanna do
I don't wanna go to college I just wanna hit the stew
I got faith in myself that I'm gonna make it through
There ain't no stopping till I f*cking flew
I'm only grinding to the tippy tippy top
I don't care for a rollie I just wanna big ass rock
Yea I'm tired of the trenches want my mama have a lot
Want some Mike Amiri Jeans with a big ass f*cking knot
RIP all my brothers that are gone
Got me reminiscing and it got me writing songs
Yea it got me learning all the rights from my wrongs
That's the way life goes you gotta keep moving on
I need a label for my back end
Tired of these streets yea they got me trapping
I need to get my money I need to get the racks in
And I hop up in the booth to really spit these facts in
I was posted on the block with my bro's
The only thing we know is to let the pain go
Going through the motions was the only way to grow
We have to fight to win no we can not do it alone
I don't know what it's gonna take just to hold me down
Got all this pain in me really got me screaming loud
I really miss my pops yea I really need him now
The day I make it big is the day I make him proud
I'm just tryna make it big
Get my family out the pit
On the stage getting lit
You know I am never quitting
Everyday missing my pops sweet soul
Look at my heart you know it got a whole
Like somebody came around and shot me with a big pole
Big Pole
Yea you ain't standing on ten toes
Got to show everyone that I'm a f*cking goat
Tired of people telling me that I'm a f*cking joke
Bout to pop out nowhere like Ima mother f*cking bolt
You know, you known
Heart so deep its in pain
Need to make it for the big name
My time to shine in the big game
Everyone saying Luh Cjay is a nickname (No Way)
I was posted on the block with my bro's
The only thing we know is to let the pain go
Going through the motions was the only way to grow
We have to fight to win no we can not do it alone
I don't know what it's gonna take just to hold me down
Got all this pain in me really got me screaming loud
I really miss my pops yea I really need him now
The day I make it big is the day I make him proud
(I don't know what it's gonna take just to hold me down
Got all this pain in me really got me screaming loud
I really miss my pops yea I really need him now
The day I make it big is the day I make him proud)