Lucid Recess - Painstaking Obsession Lyrics

Is this the pain that cuts though my head inside
And flows through the veins
I can't take it anymore

Lets start a brand new day with all the sufferings left aside
Its time to move past this and start searching for a better life.
Look through the window and all that I can see is that I cant see
Its time to move past this coz it's killing me inside

Something takes something breaks
Something lasts and never fades
Everytime this pain goes inside
Somethings screams something wakes
Something keeps me all awake
Everytime this pain goes inside

Is this my mind that keeps asking from time to time
Why can't I stop it anymore

Let me find a way to stop this from growing and losing control
Before it takes me I must find a way to end it all
Look at the sun and face the truth, try not to close my eyes
Finally found the strength to leave it all behind

Something takes something breaks
Something lasts and never fades
Everytime this pain goes inside
Somethings screams something wakes
Something keeps me all awake
Everytime this pain goes inside

Everyday I try to keep the past
Everyday, where it belongs
Everyday, I try to live a new life