These days, its hard to admit, the way I'm feeling, always feel so sick
Found some shit that makes me happy and I try to commit
But I always get turned down no matter what I submit
See I dismiss all the messages I'm seeing
Yea I put myself out there for everybody yet I'm still a human being
My therapist nods like he's agreeing but he aint seeing what im feeling
If id really let him in he'd start fleeing
And of course I always act like I'm fine, cause aint nobody understands what's going on in this brain of mine
I really feel insane some times, the things I'm thinking they would send a shiver down your spine
Yea my mind is full of things that I would never say
I lay awake at night and hope the thoughts will go away
I tried so many to forget but things never change
If I could I would trade all the sadness for happy days
Oh I just want all the Happy Days in my life
Someone I can trust and never forget the moments we've had
Oh I just need someone by my side someone I can relate to
And say that everything is gonna be alright
Oh I just want all the Happy Days in my life
Someone I can trust and never forget the moments we've had
Oh I just need someone by my side someone I can relate to
And say that everything is gonna be alright
David why do you always seem so depressed
You should see a doctor to help you deal with the stress
Those are the exact words my teacher said to me
And he was right the way i live my life is sad to see
But how the f*ck should I deal with all the hate in my system
I try to fight my thoughts but cant always resist em
Im Lookin for help, nobodys up for the challenge
I wanna work things out but cant find a balance
And to talk about this shit its not easy
So i pull down my beenie hide my face so you dont see me
Im desperate to find a light at the end of the tunnel
But on the way im restless and hope starts to crumble
And i feel like the only way out is to drop dead, leave everything behind and go about
Life in a different way
But i cant, so im just hoping for a happy day
Oh I just want all the Happy Days in my life
Someone I can trust and never forget the moments we've had
Oh I just need someone by my side someone I can relate to
And say that everything is gonna be alright
Oh I just want all the Happy Days in my life
Someone I can trust and never forget the moments we've had
Oh I just need someone by my side someone I can relate to
And say that everything is gonna be alright