I think of you when I use the Lord's name in vain
But I know you were never real
I've always struggled with keeping a god perspective
It just seems like a whole ordeal
You kill my mind, but you keep me alive
And I don't have the guts to tell you
That you're just a figment, of powerlessness and intent
And there's no way I can help you
So I'll just leave you be
I've been having very vivid dreams
But in the morning, they're just forgotten
I pass the time by being retrospective
But I fear it's making me go rotten
I'm losing my mind, but I'm staying alive
At least, that's what I tell myself
Power and resentment, towering impairment
I'll rot staying on this shelf
But I'll just leave you be
I'm draped in blue, transparent for you
There's nothing else that you can do
To hurt me anymore
I'll just leave you be