LRP Dyl - Early Grave Lyrics

I don't even know where the party at I really wanna know where bacardi at
I'm under arrest like cardiac depression hit me hard, watch it overlap
Like do love me is your heart attached
I wanna open up, keep my feelings wrapped
Wanna be around me, you need a scar to match need a scar to match
When I talk about my pain, I'm reliving that and for my own good I forget the past
Wanna hide my tears, I don't like to act you tell me that I'm lying now feel attacked
I wanna look happy for my mama's sake
Keep thinking bout them times where we stayed up late thinking bout them moments make my stomach ache
I'm in a nightmare but I'm wide awake
My time over, I'm on the way won't walk toward the fire the heaven gate
What my heart desire is not this place time to retire, just send me to my grave
I really keep trying, I really keep fighting the day that you left, ain't plan on you dying
You felt all alone, got me and bro crying a gun to your dome, I hope God taking your hand
I'mma see you soon, my friend If God took it back, would you do it again
He pulling the trigger, why didn't it a jam? I wish that It jammed
I cared about life, I don't care about life I hope you live twice, I hope you live twice
In love with the dark, think I need the light I need medication, I'm feeling inside
Been low my whole life, fell in love with the high
I know that they love me, not loving me right
They not loving me right
I fell in love with the dark side running away, but I can't hide
If I look for love, then I might find I don't fall in love by design
Trapped buy your love, I'm a run away
Ain't know who to pick, now we over bae
I got bigger problems like rent to pay
Still thinking about bro, and it make me cry like everyday
My time over, I'm on the way won't walk toward the fire, the heaven gate
What my heart desire is not this place time to retire, just send me to my grave
Fighting It all on my own wanna call you, you already gone and I know that I still call your phone
You told me you wouldn't, you left me alone
Wanna keep going, I'm not that strong
Take me early, don't wanna live long
Not leaving you empty, I give you the song